stresseddddddddd

God, seriously. like ugh i don't even know what to say. for reals. like we have to pay so much, everything is breaking, we have like no money. i have a test tomorrow. and this is all stuff that i, at barely 19, should not be worrying about. but no, my dad feels that he has to share all ofthis with me. to stress me out even more, make mydayhorrible, and feel bad for the things that i need. like i seriously want to cry. but i can't, i have to stay strong. because thats just how i am. crying is weak. but ughhhhhh
i can't do this anymore. it upsets me so much. god i really need to get out this weekend. disneyland better make this better....
pray for us. my family