bitch

You have destroyed her. You have detroyed our entire family. you have lied to us. betrayed me, after you promsied you wouldn't. You have KILLED my best friend. I am a failure. I let this happen. I let everything happen. I let you ruin her. After she was ruined the first time, I promised it wouldn't happen again. Well it did. I let it happen. I can finally cry again. I said I didn't care anymore. that was a lie. I do. truth is, I will aways love her. and you won't, you don't. you think you do cuz you're not rigt in the head. but you don't. I do. but I can't really do anything anymore.
I'd confront you, but that would only make me hate you more. so i'll continue to let you kill me.
I am alone now. I don't know where to go our who to turst. everyone I start to trust or love leaves. betrays, hurts kills. I don't know that I can anymore. I don't know that I should. but I know I need to. which is why I chose two. but still. I don't know that I can.
I need to cry, I need to really cry. But i can't cuz theres no one here anymore to tell me its ok. like i continue to tell you even though you continue to kill me. thats right, i can't stand you,oor what you've done to us. but i still care.
our family used to be beautiful. we went theough everything together, cried and laughed together. you fucked that up for us. thanks a whole lot. it will never be the same. she will always hate me now because of you. so thank you. thank you for changing what we had. to makeit justlike yours. i no longer have sympathy for you. I no longer believe your llies. in fact, i can no longer be around you. not anmore.
i can't talk to you. i can't help you. i can't see you/
you chose to live a life of only her. well guess what, that what you're gettng now.
so, goodbye.
forever