what do you do....

what do you do when your sister is so sad, and you know she is so painful inside, but she won't let it out to you. you know she wants to pore her heart and soul out crying, but won't. and you really don't know why.
kaity used to tell me everything, she used to trust in me so much, she knew i almost always had god judgement, and i would only ever help her.
i feel that we are almost growing distant now, i have become more of a mother then a sister nad friend. i don't mind that, but i really want to be her friend again, regardless of what school we go to.
it used to always be the both of us, we were always together, and now we are always apart, its her and jaquie. it makes me so sad, i have almost been thrown out of her life to take my moms position. i just want her to confide in me, but i don't think she really trusts me much anymore, she doesn't want to say the wrong thing or something that i wont agree with. i just hope shell be ok. i hope she tells me whats wrong, or finds a way to deal with it on her own. i never want anything to go bad with her.
we are al under a lot of stress right now, and i know its not getting easier, but it will soon!

i saw my friends today that i havn't seen in a very long time. it fealt so goodto see them! and i am going to see them again on saturday! its so very exciting!!aw man they always make everythingbetter, and we always have a great time together! and better yet, i finished my very long college report! so much stress has been taken off my shoulders!
so now i have to make lunch for my family, joy!