the break up..

so it was horrible. a huge fight, i was sick, he yelled, i just listened, it was bad. but now ive forgiven him, it wasnt gonna work, but we could still be friends, im always here for him no matter what. but he seems to stretch that. he calls my friends, telling them how hes sleepng with other girls, not that way, but to protect them. which i know that is a lie for sure. his parents would never allow them over, and no girl would go over there. not even if there drunk. pur like a kitten? shit lier i swear. trying to make me jealous? i know, its not working. so now, when your sad, you text me saying your crying. what the hell, so i aks why and you say never mind, some other chick made you feel better. stupid! i want to say i hate you so much, but i don't hate anyone. not at all. but you piss me off so much. i want to help you in everything so much. but i cant do that when half of what your telling me is a lie! just, just stop
you used to be amazing, you helped me through everything. you gave me hope. through this whole thing. and now, all you can do is thin about yourself. i dont need to you to are about me, not at all. but stop making up lies to get what you want. you need to figure out what your life is al about, and you need to fix yourself. i still love you, but you need to love yourself