depressed

i don't think i've ever been depressed before. it is the wierdest feeling i have ever had. i don't know why i feel this way, and i don't know what to do. no one has said anything to upset me, but only to try and make me feel beter. i just feel...
wierd

like theres something missing in my life. i don't know what is missing, i mean everything is pretty much the same as it has always been. i have my music and friends ans family, and we have fun like always, go and do stuff. but something is missing. can't even sing. i don't feel liek ieven want to sing. and thats my life. i just want to cry, but there are no tears there to let out. i can't take it.
i have no idea what is going on but i really don't like it.... i hate it, i really do....


ughghghghghgh