relationships

so i'm always being told that girls don't know what they want in a relationship, and thats why they never work. wellt, guess what. after many failed realtionships, i have finally figured out what i want.
you see, in my crazy life, i seem to have to take care of everyone, and in my past realationships, i have had to take care of them too. i had to reassure them of things, make sure things got done, plan when i can see them. there was no surprises, no "its oks" i was the "wearing the pants" as some people would say.
but now i've realized, thats just not gonna cut it. i don't like feeling like im way older then my boyfriend, like there some little kid thati have to help make feel better.
i want someone who is there for me, as i will be there for them as well, but when im crying, i want someone to run to, not just someone whos gonna say"im sorry" and think everthings ok.
i guess its complicated, but i just want someone whos a bit more grown up then all the rest. i've had to grow pretty damn fast, but now i want someone who can take care of meas well... thats it
not high standards here. jsut do the right thing. haha
some guys just don't know!
ok im done!!