mother's day

mother's day is coming. and i'm not sure that it's hard for anyone else. but i kind of feel guilty. mother's day is a day to celebrate all that a mom has done for you. how great they are for being kind and caring. and my mom hasn't. she has done nothing. not even a simple call or text on my birthday. so should i be the bigger person and text her at least? or show her how it feels. to be left.

last night, i was told why my mom doesn't care for me. i was told that i didn't help her and take care of her like kaity did. and that's why i was left in the dust. well, a mother, is supposed to be the one to take care of the child. and as many times as i took care of her, did the cleaning, did the cooking, cared for my sisters, i got nothing in return.

i hate having this happen to me, ahving no one, and then being told why the whole thing is my fault....